Wednesday, January 16, 2008

16 January 2008

My most lovely family and friends,

Hello, from a VERY cold day in DC. The cold is finally starting to kick in and I have a feeling that it will be getting much colder in weeks to come. It reminds me of when I first came into the field almost a year ago. It was very cold then, too. Once again, my toes feel like they might break off. I guess it's just something I will have to get used to. The funny story for this week happened this morning. Sister McEwan and I got up early to do our laundry and wash our car. After Sister McEwan sprayed the car I wanted to begin washing and realized that the water had all frozen to the car! We probably won't be able to wash the car today. It was pretty funny...the ground was also icy from the water sprayed. The joys of missionary service. I'm just grateful that we even have a car!

I feel like we're finally getting back into the normal routine of missionary life. I also feel that I finally feel rested from the days of Festival. Although I have learned that being a missionary is always tiring no matter how much sleep I get. Nevertheless, I am grateful for the eight hours of sleep we're given. Transfers are next week and I have a feeling that I will be leaving. I have been serving in the singles ward now for 6 months and if I leave I will miss it dearly. I love the singles and have grown close to many of them and I have had many special experiences with people I have grown to love. I am so grateful for the blessings the Lord has given me these past 6 months. I feel that I have grown closer to Him.

This week has been somewhat of a trying week. There have been a few down's, but many up's. I have learned the importance of communication and compromise, patience and perspective. We've had to let go of a few investigators, which is always difficult for me because I love them, but I know that the Lord will take care of them while we are away. We have also found many new investigators this week from checking on potential investigators, referrals, and contacting former investigators. It is exciting and if I leave this area I want to leave it thriving. Erica is still scheduled to be baptized and she is progressing well. Her parents have made hotel reservations to come to the baptism. We are grateful that her parents are so supportive of her decision. Not all parents are as supportive. This area truly is the best area to serve. It is somewhat a coveted area. All the missionaries want to serve in the DC 2nd singles ward.

Recently I read an article by President Eyring entitled, "This Day". I am so grateful for his counsel and guidance. I think that I may have mentioned this article in previous emails. I love the promise that President Eyring gives to those who may feel overwhelmed or complacent. "Hard as things seem today, they will be better in the next day, if you choose to serve the Lord this day with your whole heart." As I have made this a theme for how I live as a servant of the Lord, I have felt a greater peace come into my life. As I pray in the mornings I ask the Lord to help me serve Him "this day". At the end of the day I review my day with the Lord, I repent, feel peace, and know that the Lord is pleased with my work. I invite all of you to do the same and to read the article. I am grateful for the scriptures and for modern day revelation that helps me come to know my Savior through experiencing His Atonement.

We have some fun birthday plans for Friday. Mostly, I will be doing missionary work, YEAH! but we will also be going to the city for dinner with Lydia and Brandon. They always spoil us and wanted to treat us for my birthday. I'm excited and I love being with them. They have become some of my closest friends. Lydia hopes to go through the Oakland Temple this October. The joys of missionary service are so sweet.

I love you all and I pray that the Lord will continue to bless you as you "bloom where you're planted" in the stage of life that you are in. I love the peace the gospel brings and I love my Savior.

All my love, Sister Hogge

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

9 January 2008

Hello my lovely family and friends,

There has been a great heat wave on the east coast. It has been beautiful, spring time weather. A few days ago we were freezing in the low 20's and now we are loving the low 70's. To celebrate we went to downtown DC today with some other missionaries. It was perfect weather, a little on the windy side, but beautiful! We went to the Botanical Gardens, the Space Museum, and the National Art Gallery. I really enjoy coming to DC. It was Sister McEwan's first time in the city as a "tourist" and of course she loved every bit of it. She is an energetic and spontaneous person. I just enjoy watching her. She is doing really well. I am so proud of the missionary that she is becoming. I feel that I am learning more from her than she is learning from me. I have learned how to be aware of my surroundings, how to better serve, and love people. I'm grateful for the growing experiences that I have had with her.

We had yet another Combined District Meeting this last week. CDM's are always my favorite meetings because I learn so much, they are fun, and we get to be interviewed by President Mansell. During my interview he talked about building the kingdom through helping young single adults be baptized and get married in the temple. He mentioned that it is one of the best ways we can build the kingdom. I guess I had never thought of it that way. I have a feeling that I won't be in the singles ward for much longer. I have been serving in the singles ward for almost 6 months now and I love the singles. I have made lasting friendships and I have learned from their examples and their love.

This past Sunday was the first Sunday back for all of the singles in the ward. It was great to see them, I had missed them during the holiday season. It was fast and testimony meeting. Florence (a recent convert that we see every week) bore her testimony and mentioned that it was her one-year anniversary of her baptism. I have seen her grow leaps and bounds in the past 6 months. She is preparing herself to enter the temple. I talked with her on Sunday and she told me that she was so full of joy, she absoultely beamed. I love her.

Revi was supposed to be baptized on Sunday, but the baptism fell through. I love Revi so much my heart just aches for her happiness. We met with her yesterday and she basically told us that she wasn't ready for baptism and she didn't even know if she wanted to be baptized. She wants an answer from the Lord and she is putting so much energy into receiving a confirmation that this is Jesus Christ's ONLY true church, but she feels that all the answers she has received have been contrary to her joining the church. She was in tears and my heart broke for her. I want her to have this joy. After much prayer and thought we told her that we would give her her space and keep in touch with her. As we ended our appointment with her I felt peace and I knew that the Lord would take care of Revi and that everything would be okay. I know that she had a strong relationship with Heavenly Father in the pre-existence and I know that He loves her and knows her better than we do. I am grateful that I know that this is Jesus Christ's church and I'm excited for the day that Revi will be baptized.

Courtney came into the VC with her friend, also named Courtney, who was recently baptized. It was wonderful to sit and talk with Courtney. I have missed her. She will be receving her patriarchal blessing at the beginning of February. She loves working with the missionaries in her ward in Salisburg, Maryland. She hopes to be able to transfer to BYU soon with her friend. I hope to spend some more time with her this month before she leaves to go back to school. It is always a blessing to know that those you love are still strong in the church and are building great and solid testimonies.

We went to Macaroni Grill last night, one of my favorite resturants. It was delicious! I will miss eating out all the time with the singles. They really know how to spoil missionaries because they are all returned missionaries.

Funny story: Sister McEwan and I along with Sisters Maxwell and Snelson decided to do a finding activity together. We decided to do "chalk talk". With chalk talk you draw out the plan of salvation and GQ people who walk by. The pictures are a great teaching tool. We found a part of the sidewalk that we thought would be perfect for our finding. We were just about finished drawing a huge plan of salvation when a cop drove by and stopped with his lights on. My heart sank. I hate getting in trouble. I thought it was pretty hilarious watching the people watch us. Four cute, little, sister missionaries getting in trouble for drawing a plan of salvation on the sidewalk with chalk. It turns out that the cop was just a park cop and he had no idea if what we were doing was legal or not. So, we invited him to the VC and decided that next time we do chalk talk we would make sure that we weren't doing anything illegal.

Well, life keeps going. I am happy and healthy. I love the Lord and I pray that He will fill me with pure love as I serve.

Love, Sister Hogge

p.s. Melanie!!! Happy 21st Birthday!! I am so proud of you. I love you.

Sunday, January 6, 2008

1 January 2008

Happy New Year!!

The weather has taken a turn on us suddenly and I can't feel my hands...hoping I can type. I am excited for the new year. A new year always means new goals and exciting things to come. To celebrate the new year Sister McEwan and I along with our roommates went to the Spanish sisters apartment in our apartment building and counted down to 11:15pm. Because of Festival we get home later and have to be in bed by 11:30pm instead of 10:30pm. We brought over New Year's hats and the senior couples who heard about our 11:15pm celebration brought us some Martinelli's to celebrate with. I have learned that missionaries are the best at amusing themselves...we do it so well. At 11:29pm we ran back to the apartment to say prayers and go to bed. I guess I had a really long prayer because by the time I was done it was 11:59pm after which I sat and looked at the clock until it said 12:00am. HAPPY NEW YEAR! A very exciting evening indeed.

The Festival of Lights is officially done. We ended last night. I will miss it. I have never seen so many miracles in one month. We were blessed with over 4,000 people who said "Yes" to a missionary visit along with a Book of Mormon or other gift, like a DVD. I have decided that I love people!! I loved being with so many people whose hearts were softened because of the Christmas season and who came to us! I have never felt so close to my Savior during the holiday season. The Lord definitely knew what He was doing when He sent me to the VC. I love serving as a VC sister. Never in my life have I felt so exhausted and so happy. My body is completely done! The Lord has been so merciful in giving us not only spiritual strength, but physical as well. Last night as everyone was leaving the VC I spent the last minute of Festival looking at our beautiful temple through our temple window. The temple and the Christmas lights are beautiful together, but even more beautiful is the reflection of the Christus in the middle of it all. It is always a reminder to me that because of Jesus Christ we can feel joy and peace.

It's time to get back to our area. We had our first appointment in two weeks this last week. Our area is pretty dead, but as we are ready and willing to work and trust in the Lord, He will help us. People are beginning to trickle back into town. We saw Erica this last week. She is happy and excited to be baptized. We talked about her conversion and I was amazed with her level of conversion to following Jesus Christ. I am happy for her and I love her. Revi is supposed to be baptized this Sunday, but isn't sure when she'll be back into town. Please keep her in your prayers.

My heart is full. I am healthy (for the most part) and happy and I love being a servant of the Lord! Hope you all have a beautiful week. We are so blessed.

With love, Sister Hogge

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

26 December 2007

Merry Christmas!

The day after Christmas has always been hard for me... but there is still so much to look forward to with Festival of Lights. We still have an entire week to work hard and to celebrate the birth of our Savior. I'm grateful that we can always celebrate His birth by the way we live and by how we do our best to become more like Him.

I love my family! Talking with them made my day. I am so grateful that I am so close with my family. They are my best friends. After I got off the phone last night I thanked my Heavenly Father for sending me to such a wonderful family. I feel so blessed to have a family who love one another and most importantly who love the Lord and desire to put Him first in their lives. We have a great responsibility to uplift those around us and to emulate the love of our Savior to our brothers and sisters. Where much is given, much is required.

For those of you who I did not talk with yesterday here are a few details of my week... We have been busier than I have ever been with Festival of Lights. I feel it a blessing to be so busy during the Christmas season. It keeps me focused. Christmas Eve was a beautiful day. We had district meeting in the morning. Our district now consists of 6 elders and 2 sisters. We are grateful for our elders and they are successful and happy missionaries. After district meeting we went caroling with two zones. We went to downtown DC and sang at the Friendship Heights Metro entrance. I have never seen so many people smile at missionaries in downtown DC. They really loved us. It's amazing what the Christmas spirit and a little music can do for the soul. We passed out Christmas VHS copies and flyers for Festival. There were about 20-30 missionaries.

After caroling we went straight to the VC for Festival. There were eight of us VC sisters who are a part of the Christmas program. We have been practicing for two months! The music consisted of a Spanish piece, "I Wonder As I Wander", "When Mary Sang Her Lullaby", "Psalm 100", and "What Child is This?". We also included a violin part for one of the pieces and two harps accompanied our last piece. It was a beautiful program. We had two sisters also write a Christmas narration. Sister Baxter was the narrator and everyone loved her English accent. Our main focus of the program was the Savior and there was a beautiful spirit that was felt by all. We had only planned on performing twice, but there were so many people that we had a third performance. Everyone loved it! We had people asking Elder Child if we have to participate in musical auditions to be a missionary at the VC and if we were going to be making a CD. It was cute. The Lord definitely qualifies those He calls. After everyone left the VC, we closed the VC and we performed once more for all of the sisters. After the performance we went upstairs to the Christus where we listened to a Christmas story and were given Christmas gifts from the VC trainers. We also listened to the Christus narration and never before had the words touched my heart like they did Christmas Eve. I am grateful for my Savior. By the time we got to bed it was almost 12:30 a.m. We were completely exhausted, but grateful for a great night.

Christmas day was also beautiful. I had hoped for snow, but it felt more like a California Christmas. Waking up on Christmas day was just as magical as it was when we were kids. Santa made a visit to our apartment. He doesn't forget the missionaries. We opened some gifts and got ready for the day. Sister McEwan and I had breakfast at the Miller's home and opened our remaining gifts at their house. I love the Millers...they now how to take care of missionaries. We then had lunch at Bishop Bryan's home with the elders in our ward. Bishop lives in Potomac in a beautiful countryside home. Sister Bryan made a delicious lunch and we talked about Christmas memories and watched the Christmas program by the Mormon Tabernacle Choir. We had my favorite dessert, cheesecake! Yummy! I love Bishop Bryan and his family. They are good people and they love the Lord.

After lunch we hurried back to the VC and I skipped dinner and took a nap on the floor in a room by the main theater. It was the best nap I have ever had! We got ready for our remaining performances and were surprised to get two more full crowds. It was great! Most of the people who came on Christmas day were foreign. It was great to see so many people at the VC. I feel so grateful to have Festival of Lights for Christmas.

Just as the night was winding down Courtney came into the VC to surprise me! Courtney was baptized in Olney. She is doing so well and has even helped her friend be baptized! She will be in town until the end of January. It was so good to see her.

I hope that you all had a beautiful Christmas. We are so blessed with the knowledge of a plan of happiness and we are especially blessed to have a Savior. May His love fill your hearts not just during the Christmas season, but through the new year.

All my love, Sister Hogge

p.s. I LOVE MY FAMILY!!!

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

19 December 2007

Merry Christmas!

Although I am very far from the many friends and family that I love so dearly, I am grateful to be serving the Lord this Christmas. It has already been a wonderful and beautiful experience for me, one which I will never forget.

This past week I have felt many of my highest highs and my lowest lows. I have been thinking about what Christmas means to me now as a missionary. I was reading in the Ensign, an article by Elder Maxwell entitled, "Jesus of Nazareth, Savior and King". As I read the article everything clicked for me. It's as if I had never understood the true meaning of Christmas before, even though I thought I understood, now I really understand. This is such a wonderful time of year because we are remembering the greatest gift that has ever been given to us, the gift of our Heavenly Father's Son, Jesus Christ. Never before has this hit me as it did this past week. I feel that I finally know why I feel so wonderful at Christmas time because I now understand why I desperately need this gift from my Heavenly Father. I need my Savior because without Him I cannot progress, I cannot live with my loved ones and my future loved ones forever, and I cannot become what I desire to be. Without this gift I am nothing! Mosiah 4:11-12. I am so grateful for the gift of our Heavenly Father's Son. I am grateful for our Savior, Jesus Christ. May we all remember Him this Christmas and resolve to better ourselves and center our lives around Him.

Everyone has gone home! All of our investigators, recent converts, and most members! We will be combining with a family ward for the next two Sundays. We are blessed to have the VC and we are loving our time there. I feel with my new perspective on Christmas, I am a more effective missionary. Erica and Abraham are both doing well. Erica is still scheduled to be baptized on March 2nd. She told me on Sunday that she wants to be married and sealed in the temple. She also told me how excited she is for me to attend the baptisms of her own children. Abraham is blessing his family. They are seeing the changes in him and they are very pleased with his dedication to the Lord. Abraham also told me that he wants to begin preparing himself to serve the Lord as a missionary. He loves teaching others about the gospel and he loves the Lord. He will be a wonderful missionary. The joys of this work are so sweet and beautiful. I am grateful.

Revi is also doing well. We had a wonderful lesson with her this past week. Adam, her boyfriend, was also present for the lesson. He is the friend that currently attends Harvard and is a faithful member of the church who also worked in the MTC teaching. It was wonderful to have him there. We really appreciate him and how he faithfully supports Revi. I shared with Revi part of Dad's letter that he recently sent about his love for Christmas and his testimony. I shared my own new thoughts about Christmas and our Savior. We set a new baptismal date with her for January 6th. I have never felt such love as I did for Revi that day. I feel that the Lord blessed me with an incredibly small portion of the love that He feels for her. Please keep her in your prayers as she has already left town for the holidays with her family in southern California and will be away for some time. We have invited her to read the entire Book of Mormon while she is gone and Adam will be doing the same. She also came with us to the VC that night and loved it! I love her so much and only desire for her happiness.

We had zone conference yesterday. It was a conference full of Christmas music and the spoken word. It was a beautiful program and I was grateful to be able to share my testimony through song. I have really felt the impact of this gift that Heavenly Father has given me recently. One of the pieces I sang was a duet called "Christ Child". I love singing about Christmas and I especially love singing about our Savior. The spoken word was also wonderful. President Mansell shared his thoughts of Christmas and the importance of beginning Christmas traditions within our own families that will enable our children to become stronger disciples of Jesus Christ. They shared a Christmas tradition of love with us. They are wonderful. I will always be grateful for the impact that the Mansells have had on my life, I love them. Food after the conference was a delicious Christmas feast, all catered. We had ribs! I was so excited that we were fulfilling a family tradition of my own. President also had peppermint ice cream made from Cold Stone just for us! It was delicious! We are so spoiled and most importantly we are very blessed.

Funny story: This past Sunday a jazz band came to perform at the VC. They played Big Band Christmas music, my absolute favorite! I was able to usher for the performance and I loved every minute of it. They also had guest singers, one of which was Sam Warren, an original member of The Drifters. I had met Brother Warren before and wanted to take a picture with him after the concert. I thanked him for his performance that really made my Christmas season wonderful and before I knew it he gave me a big hug. I was so excited I didn't know what to do, so I hugged him back. It was hilarious! He is a cute, old man, completely harmless. Never in my life would I have thought that the one man who would hug me on my mission would be Sam Warren!

Christmas has always been a special time for me. I have always loved Christmas, however, now I will love it in a different way. I am so grateful for my testimony of my Savior. I love Him and hope that I can bring the gift of the restored gospel to prepared souls, my brothers and sisters. May the Lord bless all of you, my loved ones, during this beautiful Christmas season. May our focus remain on Him throughout the year. I know that the joy, peace, and happiness of Christmas comes from within and only comes because there was One greater than us all who was willing to sacrifice His perfect life to redeem us. I love Him and I love you.

Merry Christmas!
With love, Sister Hogge

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

12 December 2007

Dearest friends and family,

Transfers have come and gone and I am still in the DC 2nd singles ward with Sister McEwan, which I am completely thrilled about. Although the holiday season is very slow in a singles ward because everyone goes home, I'm glad to be with people I love so dearly for at least another six weeks. This will make for a total of 6 months in the area by the time this coming transfer is over. I am grateful.

Life has been wonderful. I am really enjoying Festival of Lights and I'm grateful for all the many oppotunities that Heavenly Father has given me to share my love for Christmas with so many of His children. For example, just last night I was able to speak with a Jewish woman for an hour about her faith and about our faith. She is an open-minded woman. I explained to her about the plan of salvation and she mentioned that it seems a little overwhelming to be able to be good enough to reach the Celestial Kingdom...after which I testified of a need for a Savior. I told her that because of Jesus Christ we can change, we can repent, and apply the power of the Atonement to become more like our Heavenly Father and our Savior. I was so grateful for the opportunity to testify of Jesus Christ and what He means to me to someone that doesn't even believe in Him. It was a beautiful experience. She didn't accept the missionaries, but she accepted to read a copy of the Family Proclamation that I gave to her at the end of our conversation. God loves all of His children and has given me the responsibility of telling His children about His merciful plan of happiness. Hearts are truly softened during this special time of year.

There are thousands of people that come through the VC and it can be quite overwhelming to know who to talk to. One of the sisters suggested looking into their eyes and talking to the ones that make eye contact, they will listen. Well, I put it to the test and it works! I talked to a family who comes to Festival every year and hadn't received the missionaries yet. The father had met with missionaries many years ago in El Salvador. As I talked with this beautiful family, I knew that I had known them before. They accepted a Mr. Krueger's Christmas DVD along with the missionaries. I'm so grateful for the miracles that Heavenly Father is blessing us with. We as VC sisters have learned that as we work in unity that we are greatly blessed and that we are blessing the lives of all that come into the VC. Lately I have been thinking about how it must feel to walk into the VC with all of the beautiful decorations, the smiling sisters, the music, and the Spirit. It must be wonderfully overwhelming for those who are not used to such feelings and who are so much a part of the world. I feel privileged to be a part of Fesitval of Lights. I am so happy.

Our area is doing well. We are never there, but I know that the Lord is blessing the people that we will be able to contact in January. Revi has a new love for temples and has been following up on all of the new temples being built. She has actually gone as far as getting tickets to go to the Rexburg Temple Open House with her boyfriend, Adam. They will fly into Utah, visit Temple Square and then drive to Rexburg. She is wonderful and just needs to get baptized. Please keep her in your prayers. I am excited that she will be able to see Rexburg, a town with many of my fond memories and a town I love. I'm a little jealous.

Funny story: The singles ward has their Christmas dinner and movie this past week. The received special permission from Elder Child to watch the movie on the IMAX theater at the VC after the Festival festivities. We, the missionaries in the ward, also received permission to watch the movie, "It's a Wonderful Life". Never in my life did I think that the first time I would watch that movie would be on my mission. For the first 30 minutes of the film I had never felt so awkward in my life! It was hilarious! Never in my life did I think that I would be awkward watching such an old-fashioned movie. I loved it after a while, but there were a few risque scenes...haha. You all probably would have laughed if you saw me. I'm such a missionary.

Well, I'm healthy, happy, and I'm loving this Christmas season. May the Lord continue to bless you this wonderful time of year.

All my love, Sister Hogge

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

5 December 2007

Dearest family and friends,

I woke up this morning and it was snowing!! It's always such a fun surprise waking up to snow. It reminds me of being in Rexburg again, good memories. Our cars have been grounded for the day so the other sisters and I walked up to the VC to email our families. It was a fun and beautiful walk. I love the snow! I hope that it will stay around long enough to have a white Christmas. "I'm dreaming of a white Christmas..." Festival of Lights will be beautiful tonight with the snow, a lovely addition.

I have decided that Heavenly Father knows me perfectly because He sent me to this mission where Christmas is a big deal. It has always been the highlight of my year. Festival is going well. We are always busy and I love it! Christmas time has definitely been my favorite time on my mission thus far. The holiday season really softens hearts. It's amazing to me how celebrating the birth of our Savior has such an effect on everyone! I now see why Christmas as a missionary is so special. I am a representative of our Savior this Christmas. It is wonderful. Festival is just going to get busier and more exciting. Already I have had many special experiences. We are all happy and are working hard together to bring as much joy to others as we can by helping them receive the missionaries along with a Christmas gift, a Book of Mormon or a DVD.

I have been asked to organize the musical performance that the sister missionaries will be doing on Christmas Eve and Christmas Day at the VC. It has been so much fun to do what I love! The musical program includes some of my favorites including "When Mary Sang Her Lullaby", "Psalm 100" ( a piece I did with Collegiate Singers), a beautiful arragement of "I Wonder As I Wonder", and "What Child Is This?" Sister Baxter has written the narrative portions for the program and will be narrating. I feel like I'm really in my own element organizing this program. I has been a fun experience. President and Sister Mansell have also asked if I would organize a musical program for our zone conference in two weeks. The Lord has given us our talents to build His kingdom and I'm grateful for these opportunites.

Transfers are next week. I have a feeling that I will stay. I don't think President will me making too many changes with Festival also going on and he usually likes to keep the trainers with their traniees for two transfers. We shall see!

There is a particular film that we are showing at Festival. It is only 10 minutes long and it is called Special Witness of Christ. The first portion of the film is Jesus Christ being born in the Holy Land, His ministry, death, and Resurrection. The second portion of the film is Jesus Christ in the Americas. Throughout all of the film there is no talking, just music. It is my absolute favorite. Every time I watch it I learn something new and I feel renewed, touched, and motivated to do the Lord's work. During Festival the only break we have is 15 minutes and I will often take that time to watch the film in one of our break rooms. I have always been impressed with the concept of "one by one". I feel that it was the hallmark of the Savior's ministry. During the film I noticed that the majority of the film is not focused on the Savior, but on the people, the individuals. Many of the scenes are of the the Savior with one person, spending time with them. I am always especially touched by the Savior's visit to the Americas and I love watching the time He spends with each person, to heal, bless, and comfort. I feel that this is one of the greatest concepts that I have learned as one of His representatives...taking time for the individual. This concept also helps me remember that He knows me and loves me.

Life is good and I am happy. I know that Jesus Christ is my Savior and that the Book of Mormon helps us understand and come close to Him more than any other book. I love this work and I pray that the Lord will help me love others as He loves me. I love you all and I hope that this time of year will only bring you closer to Him.

All my love, Sister Hogge